philosophy, Uncategorized

Are you living like a robot, programmed by your parents and society?

Do you know if you’ve been programmed? Do you feel free to say, do or wear whatever you want? Are you religious? Do you think a perfect life consists of going to college, getting married and having kids, getting a degree and working in that field for the rest of your life whether or not it is your passion or if you even like it?

Is that all what you REALLY want for your life? Would making your parents proud of you, make the inner you, satisfied with what you’ve done with your life?

I am not the wisest of all people but I am a truth seeker and within truth is wisdom. I have had years of contemplation, several near-death experiences and I believe that life is invaluable and should be treasured while you have it. One should never waste their life just to appease other people. If you don’t plan your life (or program yourself), someone else will, and that most likely won’t be to your benefit.

We have one thing in life and that is life. This is the ONE AND ONLY TIME that you get to be here alive. Do not waste it trying to fulfill your parent’s (or your friend’s) fantasies and religious belief’s their parents programmed into them.  

You don’t have to live the ideal life of someone, a generation before you wanted. Things change. The Cold War is OVER. We no longer should think we have to go to college, get married, pay taxes, have kids and die. There is much more to living than being a human clone and hoping nobody notices that you are a weirdo inside.


Psst! We are all weirdos inside and everyone else is hiding it too. Break out of the facade and be brave enough to let your inner weirdness out. People might be inspired by you and bust out of their illusion of normalcy also. You were not meant to be a robot you were meant to be a unique individual.

Screw it if people think you are weird … they just don’t have the balls to express their inner weirdness. Weird is good. People that talk shit about you are not the people you WANT to be around anyway. So simply tell them to look the other way if they don’t like what they see.

If they cannot pry themselves away from obsessing about you then just block, ignore or unfriend them. Seriously, even family. You are not a bad person if you choose to not listen to negativity from people in your family. They don’t deserve to be able to talk to you if they can’t be supportive or nice. You are worth more than that and bloodlines do not mean you have to be at the mercy to their passive aggressive comments for life.pexels-photo-320007

You don’t have time for that BS. You are rarer than any diamond. You are the ONLY YOU EVER. Take that bit of advice seriously when you think of picking up that call or responding defensively to a hater’s text. You don’t have to defend yourself to them. That’s not your job to prove your worthiness… just know you are worthy no matter what ANYONE says, have quiet, unbreakable confidence.

So to recap, realize that is YOUR job to program yourself how you see fit. Relationships will come and go throughout life but the one you have with yourself will be with you till your last breath. So, you might as well get along with yourself, do work that you are passionate about and live your life according to your standards.


50 KKK members met by 1,000 counter-protesters in Virginia and a message to KKK members

The KKK had a protest in Charlottesville, VA last Saturday because of the city council’s decision to remove a statue of Confederate general Robert E. Lee, and other Confederate memorabilia, from Lee park. They also plan to rename the park, Emancipation Park. A court order has ended the statue’s evacuation until a November hearing.

The protest was to start at 3pm at Lee park. 50 KKK members showed up to meet a critical mass of 1,000 counter-protesters of the KKK, ready to throw down for what they believe, that their city is modern and diverse with no room for their nonsense. Getting through the angry crowds made the KKK late to their own meeting. By the time 5PM rolls around, policemen were shooting tear gas canisters into the crowd to get people calm down, snap out of it and to evacuate the premises. At the end of the day 23 people were arrested along with a few people going to the hospital.

Klan members held signs filled with ignorance and hate towards blacks and Jewish people. When interviewed, members stated that they were there to protect white history and argued that white people alone are told they have no right to have racial pride. Personally, I (the writer of this blog) am a white, American but I have no desire to shove it in anyone’s face, nor do I have any thought of supremacy of any race. There is no race that is better than the other. Humans are human, they are all made of the same ingredients so therefore, they deserve to be treated the same as ANY other human no matter what. It’s really that simple.

It is so strange that the KKK still exists today. Does the KKK not realize that slavery is over? Or what century it is now? They have not made an impact with their white pride protests. They are a perfect example of “herd mentality” which is the thoughts and behaviors that people adopt from their peers because they are afraid of being outcast from the group.

It is a human need to feel that they belong to a group but I promise you there are better groups out there to be a part of, just use your critical thinking skills instead of blindly believing and following smooth-talking leaders. People in power know all about this phenomenon and trust me … they take advantage of naive, weak-minded people to fulfill their wishes. It has been occurring since the beginning of human civilization and the sheep are still none the wiser.

 I advise you to step back from the mental programming you’ve been through and see if anything seems wrong to you. Is your group hurting, damaging or hating anything or anyone? You have probably been subject to conformity. It’s okay we have all conformed in some way at some point in time, but sometimes, eventually we find ourselves and choose our own path in life whether the group agrees or not. You do not need the group to survive but they want you to think that horrible things will happen to you if you leave them. If you are a member of the KKK, or you want to be or you are just a huge racist then the rest of this message is for you.20150413_huss

Now it’s time for Fun with Flags (Sheldon Cooper would be so proud), that “confederate flag” you KKK members are always waving around, like it means something, is not even the correct flag. 

During the Civil War, the South went through 3 different Confederate national flags, none of which were the Confederate flag we all know. What you KKK members are waving around is just an obsolete flag that was only used on battlegrounds, so they know which direction to shoot at. So, really you are just waving around a flag that symbolizes your ignorance. The real Confederate national flag looks like this :     3rdflag

The KKK started out as a Protestant (now generally Christian) group that uses a symbol of a cross with Jesus’ blood drop in the center, which symbolizes that they believe Jesus shed his blood only for the white people, which they think is the “chosen race” (what Bible were they reading??). 

No darlings, you have been very led astray. I (unfortunately) was raised in a strict Christian home, where the Bible was pounded into my brain constantly. 

According to the Bible the chosen race by god was… hold onto your cone shaped hats… JEWS! In fact most people in Israel were Jewish even 2,000 years before Jesus even came around. In fact, JESUS WAS A JEW.

No cotton sheets will save you from this one…. JESUS WAS NOT WHITE. Yes it’s true, the Jesus figure you little clansmen hold dear to your hearts was really was a poor, dirty, homeless Israeli. Over time his figure was morphed into an attractive, white, tall, blond haired, blue eyed man with glorious shimmering abs. I guess the higher ups thought that the “pretty Jesus” would draw more people into the church, in order to program more of society’s minds and taking 10% of everyone in town’s paycheck is a nice bonus I’m sure.

So, what if Jesus (from 2000 years ago) wanted to be in your Aryan group? He wouldn’t even have had an option of joining your group because he isn’t white AND he’s a Jew. The 2 main things you spend all your time dwelling on how much you hate, is what the god you worship, really was.

So now you are awake, read on to realize some more of reality.

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13th Amendment [Ended slavery in 1865… FYI it is currently 2017]

Neither slavery nor involuntary servitude, except as a punishment for crime whereof the party shall have been duly convicted, shall exist within the United States, or any place subject to their jurisdiction.

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14th Amendment Section 1.

All persons born or naturalized in the United States, and subject to the jurisdiction thereof, are citizens of the United States and of the state wherein they reside. No state shall make or enforce any law which shall abridge the privileges or immunities of citizens of the United States; nor shall any state deprive any person of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law; nor deny to any person within its jurisdiction the equal protection of the laws.

Don’t be so fearful of people you do not understand. The more you hold on to these antiquated beliefs, the more you are unknowingly increasing stagnancy and the deterioration of the human civilization. Take off your ghost costume, you aren’t fooling anyone. Put out your torches… it is the year 2017… you probably have a “flashlight” app on your phone right now. Slavery has been done with since 1865… give it up, you are not bringing that shit back.

So if you really are proud to be American then you should read the US. constitution, or read a history book or even watch a YouTube about the constitution because that is what a real American holds true. Also, your best choice is to walk away from this ridiculous embarrassment of a group called the KKK. The hate they preach will tear you down internally … for no rational reason. 

All who read this are human and we are all equal everyone is welcome to join freedom. Where you are free to be yourself and make your own beliefs as YOU see fit.

Dogs, Uncategorized

6 Reasons Why Dogs are AWESOME

In 2010, I was a broke, college student that could only afford to live in a horrible, run down apartment complex. The apartments were next to a convenient store that was on the news all of the time for shootings and other crimes.  I knew I would be on the lower end of the totem pole, living in such a violent, dangerous environment and being just a skinny, white female from the suburbs. So I knew I had to make friends with almost all of my neighbors. They were mostly all cool with me. Still, I was targeted (by one of my neighbor’s teenage sons) and eventually my apartment was burglarized while I was out shopping.

I knew I needed some security. At first I thought of booby trapping my apartment (LoL) but that didn’t seem like the best option… I needed something scary, loud and on alert 24/7. I needed a dog STAT! So, I went on Craigslist and found the cutest German Shepherd mix puppy. This is an actual picture of him as a puppy.

bizmr He protected me ever since then and made me feel safe, even if I was home alone and I hear gunshots at night. A few months later, Me and my pup moved out of those apartments and to much safer, nicer place.


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Dogs certainly are amazing protectors and guards, but they are actually so much more than that to mankind. Firstly, this man/canine relationship has been going on for possibly 40,000 years. Ancient people would hunt, feed their family and would leave behind their scraps from the day’s hunt and the wolves would reap the benefits.

In my mind I think that the smartest of the wolves realized, “Hey, these human things really know how to hunt, we should hang out around them more often!”. Being near each other all the time, I’m sure some adorable,spirited pup was curiously watching a human child playing and (being just a pup and no danger) eventually the child and pup would be playing together. Seeing that the pup is no danger to anyone in the human family, the adults could of easily been schmoozed by it’s sweet puppy-like face,

The baby wolf would want to do things for some readily available food and not do things to get yelled at and possibly not get food. So then the domesticated dog was born, the ULTIMATE schmoozers.


The dogs were not the only beneficiary in this relationship, humans benefited and continue to benefit, in many surprising ways just from the dogs being in their life. Having a dog is free 24/7 security from any threats (especially helpful for when humans lived out in the open basically). I always say “You can’t sneak up on a man with a dog”, and that is SO true.


Dogs are great for the human being’s health. Spending time with your pup can lower your blood pressure and if you do happen to have a heart attack, you are TWICE as likely to recover than people who don’t have a dog. Dogs can also help protect your children from skin conditions and allergies (studies also show that dogs improve kid’s self-esteem and coping skills).


When you are a dog owner it forces you frequently get off your butt and get out of the house and walk, even if you don’t want to do anything. Once you are outside with your furry friend, you feel glad that you got out and you will feel better when you get home.

Dogs save our lives with their loyalty to us and their insane, ultra-powerful smelling abilities. They are out their everyday, sniffing out bombs, we would have never have safely found on our own,so that they can be disarmed and removed.

Dogs can actually smell what is going on in our bodies, just by sitting near us. In fact they can tell subtle fluctuation in your body’s chemicals and hormones.2011-08-21 16.19.16

Dogs can be trained to warn epileptics when they are about to have a seizure, they can smell CANCER (which early detection can save your life). If the dog’s owner is diabetic, their pup can sense the dip in blood sugar and alert their owner to take their insulin shot. They can track down invasive insects like termites or bed bugs. They can even let you know when you’re pregnant (although usually they are trained to sense pregnancy in cows). They can actually smell minerals and bacteria! Amazing!

Dogs are like a no side-effects, antidepressant. I remember going through some rough times, but when I got home and spent like 15 mins with my pup, I felt a million times better. Just looking at that smiling face, that is so excited to see me, I can’t help be feel calm and happier. Even when I first wake up and my hair is a mess, wearing Pjs, and I’m still half asleep, my dog is looking at me like I am glamorous supermodel and my dog is in awe of my awesomeness. How can I be depressed after spending time around that?


In fact, studies have shown that playing with a dog will boost your brain neurotransmitters, Seratonin and Dopamine. These feel-good chemicals help you to feel happy, pleasurable and calm.



Although we cannot have a typical human conversation with our pups, over the last 40,000 years we have evolved to communicate with our furry friends just fine. I can look at my current dog, a red Doberman mix, Sadie (featured here) and I can tell her entire inner monologue. Me and my husband (he has a beautiful, black Great Dane featured here) actually “do” our dog’s voices and it is hilarious and I’m sure that is what our pups are really thinking.


True unconditional love exists only in fairy tales and religious books, but here in reality, people have conditions on their love for you. You could get too fat, too poor, too annoying, too anything, and they will be gone like yesterday. Dogs have been known to be abandoned somewhere and then they will travel thousands of miles to get back home to you. A great example of this is in the movie Red Dog, it was on YouTube for free but maybe try Netflix? Either way it’s a good movie and a true story of how far a dog will travel to find his owner. Also, I recommend the TV show “Wilfred” on Netflix.



Dogs know something us humans have struggled to learn, and that is how to live in the present. Dogs don’t mull over all the times they were called a “bad boy” or “bad girl”. No, they live in the now, and right now, and they are just happy to be here. We should all learn from our fellow companions that being happy for what you have right now, is a great way to live life.

So check out your local animal shelter or craigslist and see what kind of happy, furry face you could welcome into your family. I’d love to know your opinion, which dog breed(s) is your absolute favorite?

Drugs, Uncategorized

How to win the war on drugs

Since the dawn of society, there have been people who enjoy escaping their reality a little and let go of their worries for a while. Who could blame them? Life is tough. Archaeological evidence proves that people were doing opium and “magic” mushrooms 10,000 years ago. These ancient drug users were not labeled by the others as being a “bad person” from doing drugs in as much that drinking beer would make them a bad person.


The government is telling modern people that they cannot get their fix and so they must suffer in sobriety. The government may think they are all high and mighty, but there is no way they are going to deter a determined tweaker. The drug user can still make, sell and do their drug… they just can’t get caught.

If the government thought that making drugs illegal would slow down the drug cartels, then they are mistaken. It is because drugs are illegal that the cartels even have a business! If drugs were legal in the US then then drugs would be fabricated by scientists in the US and the FDA would have everything inspected for safety and stamped with approval before is reaches “the drug store”. The government has relinquished control over this huge industry. Just from the year 2000 to 2010, American spent about $1 TRILLION dollars on illegal drugs and only the drug cartels are reaping the benefits. In 2016, Colorado raised $140 million dollars in tax revenue from marijuana, for just that one year.


The only way to defeat the cartel is to completely SHUT THEM DOWN. Not by brute force, that obviously hasn’t worked so far, so why keep on this insanity? The cartel DEPENDS on drugs being illegal. If you legalize it then all over the country, drug connoisseurs would be studying to get licensed so they can grow and create their own brands of drugs and sell it to people nearby, thus improving the local economy, gaining taxes and creating jobs. Violence would drop significantly since their wouldn’t be drug dealing on the streets or cartels shipping drugs into the country.

We all must learn that there are people out there who will choose to use drugs, many of them you wouldn’t even know that they are drug users. Some of them are even successful and seemingly have perfect lives. But what you can’t see is, the childhood abuse or any of their past traumas that person may have struggled through. You might not be able to see their tormenting personality disorders that need treatment. If someone cannot cope with reality anymore, then drugs could be the boost they need to stay alive and possibly live a productive life.

Veterans and others with PTSD should be allowed to do their drug of choice. They have survived severe traumas that will affect them for the rest of their life. Many of them have considered (and completed) suicide to get rid of terrifying flashbacks and because of their feeling of inability to function normally in society. If they can just get high and smile a bit, life isn’t so bad.

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In fact, it has been shown that LSD helps heal PTSD and depression. Many people do drugs because they can’t afford to go to a psychologist, doctor, or they see that pharmaceuticals have horrifying side-effects and they want a better alternative. There are no street drugs I know about that cause anal leakage!


Prison = Convict University


Throwing these poor souls into prison is the last thing we should do. Young naive teenagers and adults are being sent to prison for years when they probably are overall good, innocent people. The government doesn’t realize that they are sending this large group of the population to basically, “Convict University” where the drugs users will be taught all of the tricks of the trade by real convicts. They will learn new ways of burglary, stealing, types of guns, using rape as a control mechanism and of course the best places to shoot someone so they don’t narc on you! All free of charge for you! Brought to you by US tax payers, you’re welcome!

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When the drug user graduates from “Convict Unversity” they will receive a permanently ruined background record which will ensure that he or she can NEVER get a decent, legit job again! So where do they turn? Crime! Only now they know all these fancy new skills to try out in the real world. Lovely!

Prohibition didn’t work… why would “the war on drugs” work?


Prohibition (ban on alcohol from 1920-1933) was detrimental to our country in many ways. It was setup by a Christian women’s group, among other groups, the women believed that eradicating alcohol would improve American family life, lower crime rates and improve the national character… well, turns out, they were wrong.

Prohibiting alcohol was bad for the economy, breweries, bars and distilleries were shut down causing thousands of people to lose their jobs. While the government thought people would start spending more money on other types of entertainment instead of alcohol, people seemed to stop going out all together. Many restaurants and movie theater revenues declined massively.

The government lost 11 billion dollars in taxes and spent $300 million to enforce the ban. People started making their own alcohol, which turned out to be basically poison. On average one thousand people died every year during the prohibition because of bootleg drinks. Some people were going blind from these make-shift concoctions.


People did not slow down drinking, they just were being more sneaky and were buying drinks from Joe Bob from the woods who whipped up his own made-up liquor (which could have who-knows-what in the ingredients). The same thing is happening in the drug scene, we are buying trash drugs from crooked, shady drug dealers, when we could have the drugs be taxes, inspected for percentage of purity per unit of drugs and the ingredients checked out and approved by the FDA.

If you were a drug user, would you rather buy it from T-Bone off the streets, or a real, licensed and authorized business? The companies would have the same quality every time, rather than buying from someone on the streets and accidentally overdosing. It would be much safer for everyone.

Portugal decriminalized all drugs in 2001, they recommend addicts to get mental treatment to heal the underlying issues causing the addiction. They are not forcing addicts to do anything or even throwing them in jail. If you want to know what happens when a country legalizes all drugs, look to Portugal because 16 years after they legalized drugs, they are actually doing much better than before. They are not flooded with addicts and their economy improved.

Finally by 1933 the 21st amendment repealed prohibition, this was the first constitutional amendment to be repealed. It was obviously important to do so. Prohibition didn’t work, so why would a war on drugs work? We can see that the war on drugs has failed since the beginning. So why are we investing so much time, effort and money on chasing rabbits? There are bigger, badder things to focus on. The only way to win “the war on drugs” is to drop all laws on drugs, causing the cartel to collapse due to former customers choosing legitimate companies to supply their needs.

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ADHD, Uncategorized

The 3 secret powers of ADHDers

Maybe you are one of us? One of the few people that are lucky enough to have ADHD ( Attention Deficit and Hyperactivity Disorder). I am here to tell you to not fear telling others that you have this “disorder”. Growing up we have been shamed and put down because of it. Teachers tried to discipline us, hold us back and even, perhaps unknowingly, completely discourage us from even trying.

They have labeled us as a “horrible student” or  that you are basically an idiot. Taking this route with ADHDers is never fruitful. The ADHDer will eventually believe everything you have called them. If people truly believe something about themselves, you can bet they will become that.

Do not discourage a young mind with your words, no matter HOW frustrating ADHDers can be. I know, I know …. we can be a pain in the ass. ADHDers seemingly don’t listen, they flake out, they don’t do what they are supposed to be doing because they are wrapped up in their latest project… that they have been totally absorbed in for hours.

Which brings me to the first secret power of ADHDers… HYPER-FOCUS.

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Hyper-focus is a special magic power that a lot of ADHDers have. Granted they have to be really interested in the topic of the project but then they will jump in head first and explore every nook and cranny of the subject. This is an indispensable trait of many of the world’s masters throughout all time. Fellow ADHDer David Neelman (CEO of Jetblue Airways) has stated “One of the weird things about the type of [ADHD] I have is, if you have something you are really, really passionate about, then you are really, really good about focusing on that thing.” so ADHD helped him become a success by hyper-focusing on his passion.

2. Ultra creative thinking

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Being ultra-creative is the ideal state to be in at this point in time because with the internet, people are expanding their minds at a faster rate. We all have the ability to share our voice, art and self with the world to help solve problems, expand minds and to entertain. ADHDers are notoriously funny and entertaining.  I mean who doesn’t love to hear or watch an ADHDer being themselves?

Notable creative ADHDers that the world loved would be Robin William, Justin Timberlake, Kurt Cobain and Jim Carrey have been very good examples of this.


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I don’t know for sure but I suspect that Kristen Wiig, Lucille Ball and Chris Farley are other examples of entertaining ADHDers.

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3. High intelligence


Many people with ADHD are extremely intelligent but they are held back because they have not yet taught themselves how to harness this great power. Having a high IQ doesn’t mean that you are immune to ADHD (or other mental disorders). If the ADHDer can figure out how to handle their hurricane of thoughts and ideas, then success is imminent. The feat of harnessing this high speed brain can be quite exhausting and many ADHDer suffer from depression.

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A very famous person who had ADHD is Albert Einstein! He stuggled in school and he even failed his entrance exam for the Zurich Polytechnic but he still went on to change the world with his self taught, creative theories.

So if you are an ADHDer, the next time you are discouraged by people who don’t understand you, just understand that you are in a group of that includes some people who have grown through the adversity of ADHD and excelled immensely in life.


You just need to find what really sparks your interest and dive in. Once you have dove in, have patience with yourself, you won’t immediately be a master at it. Everybody sucks at first, it just depends on if you keep doing it or not. Just keep doing whatever it is and eventually you will get really good at it. Then find a way to profit from it in some way (there’s always a way) and there you go, you’ve shown everyone that ever doubted you, what a badass you really are.


Losing your religion


Once you become and adult and have some education and learn to actually use critical thinking skills you will have come to the realization that the whole religion myth, you have been brought up to believe, is basically just a waste of money, time and focus. Many people do not want to give up the illusion of religion because of the feeling of belonging to a group. You could still join groups that you attend weekly. Maybe something you find interesting and exciting?? But what if you spend a moment before a meal to express gratitude for your current life and the people you have in it?

I will tell you that at first it is quite painful to come to this realization but it is much better to go through that pain than to live and believe a lie for the rest of your life.

It is just as painful as when you were little and you learned that Santa Claus, the Tooth fairy, and the Easter bunny are just illusions to make you feel all special and happy inside. You can either cling to your dreams of castles and golden roads in the clouds or you can grow up and live in reality. You sure would look foolish to be an adult that still firmly believes in these pipe dreams.improve-your-memory-by-daydreaming.1280x600

How about instead of meeting up every Sunday to mull over the same ancient textbook over who you are supposed to be and what you are supposed to do. Basically, “How to be an acceptable robot”… do you really want to waste your life reading a book like that? When in reality you do not need a book to tell you who to be, I suggest one rule. Don’t do anything that will hurt yourself or others. This does not require you to be “perfect” nor does it threaten eternal burning.

You shouldn’t need a book or a god to tell you not to rape and murder people. Rapists and killers usually already know all about religion… many of them are DEEP into religion.

For instance, I’m sure you have heard of a little Christian group called the Ku Klux Klan. They were/are a bundle of ignorant dumbasses and an embarrassment of American history, who were “hell bent” on the belief that they were enforcing “God’s law” on behalf of who they believed to be the “chosen” people, the white race. They have murdered and tortured black and gays for way too many years.

Ever hear about a guy named Ed Gein?

Religion got his ass good! His mother was a big time, devout, puritan who drilled her preachings, constantly, into little Eddie’s brain until her death in 1945. Ed never dated and never got laid … well … not by a living human. After the death of his beloved mother, he would lurk around cemeteries and dig up female corpses. He’d make masks, lamps, and bowls out of these women’s body parts.  He even had sex with the corpses. But he was a “good” Christian and he returned the spare parts to the grave. Lovely.

How about that religious cult leader Charles Manson?


Mason, used persuasion and religion to train his followers to do his bidding. His cult robots did everything for him. So, anyone that thinks he is a murderer is wrong because he never got his hands dirty. Either way, he was still fucked up for using religion to control his people.

The whole Waco, TX situation was a group of people in The Branch Davidians, a sect that separated in 1955 from the Seventh-Day Adventist church. ATF attempted to invade the ranch for suspected gun violations and ended up with four government officials being killed. So the FBI jumped into the scene where they battled the Branch Davidians for 51 days. Eventually, they ended up torching the ranch and 76 people and children died.

waco-texas_ammolandWhat a horrible waste! This event was partially the motivation behind the Oklahoma City bombing, two years later.

Yes, religion without moderation is extremely corruptive. But don’t think you are safe using religion in moderation, whether you want to believe it or not IS subconsciously traumatic and detrimental. You know you sin… so therefore you are bad person?  What a horrible way to think of yourself. Who would want their children to grow up thinking of themselves in this fashion??




Last week I went to the ER because of stomach pains. They asked me to fill a cup with urine and I filled it with blood. I had a horrible kidney infection and I am still not 100% mentally or physically healed, so bare with me… I just need to get this out there.
I’m not saying that last week was life threatening (although it could have been) but I’ve had several near death experiences… like being in the ICU for 3 weeks for one of them and an ICU stay for a week. That is  very traumatic and life transforming (I don’t recommend it). During the 3 week stay I had an appendectomy go wrong in surgery and became peritonitis… you can google that. 

So I was wanting to do an experiment… with my life on the line… so I could share my findings with the world (you).
So, first off, you’re welcome! LoL just playing but what I did was tell god that he he is not real and that I am going to pray to Santa Clause and see if i get any results.santa-claus-orig

Well I was in pain but I gradually got better. Thank you Santa!! LoL  jk!

I was raised Christian but secretly I always had my doubts.  Seriously,  we are not naive as ancient cultures. We are starting to actually QUESTION things in our life. 

But religions do NOT want you questioning anything they say… “just believe!”. Sure believing does make you feel good and all snug and cozy in our blanket made of love sewn together by pretty floating, (invisible) angels and a beautiful “God” or “Allah” or whoever is your choice in a (invisible) all mighty ruler of the world (or so we’ve been told). Religion comes prepackaged with a “father” who is always there to “save” you but he will  send your ass straight to hell if you break his rules. And you will burn for all eternity (what happened to forgiveness?).


I was taught that you believe everything you hear in church is the truth (with no evidence). BLIND faith joins you to the sheep herd waiting to be slaughtered but they think it’s feeding time

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You are probably wonder who is this person who thinks they can disprove all religions??? Blasphemy!! Now I’m not trying to piss people off or make fun of them for truly believing these religious texts and what not. Some people really have to rely that there is a god or they will fall to pieces. But doesn’t it also tear you to pieces when every time you pray… the only response comes from ….. yourself? Yet you try to trick yourself into thinking “God” was talking to you. It’s the same as people who try to trick themselves into believing in aliens or ghosts. It just feels funner to believe in such nonsense but that doesn’t mean it’s right. 2134175-Time-to-work-clock-face-and-money-background-Stock-Photo

It really kind of pains me to see how much money and time so many people are investing into something that is just as valid as Greek mythology. We all have talents to share with the world but we are wasting our lives on something that is sadly not true.
When I was a child, I always believed in god because my parents told me the Bible is true. In every child’s mind initially they see their parents as being the true in it’s purest form and should never be questioned. Now, I’m not saying our parents are liars because they probably truly believe what they told you. Their parents told them they same shit. But they aren’t bad for telling you. I mean most of religion is about basically being a “good” person. I am all about being a good person and benefiting society in some way. Which is why I am writing this article.

Religion is basically about having an invisible “father” guiding your way through life and most of all making sure when you die, you don’t go to hell. Hell is always a terrifying place of torture. That will scare anyone to not want to book a trip there. It should at least make them mind their P’s and Q’s in public so they don’t look like one of those horrific “sinners”!
Americans and their version of Christianity is a total facade. They like to think of their Jesus to be a tall, handsome, blond, blue-eyed and heaven forbid we forget about his diamond cut abs!


This is laughable because if there was a guy named Jesus back then, he would look like a random homeless arab. Christians would never bow down to that guy. Actually+he+wouldn+t+have+looked+like+either+_c996e01374391fd0081a7fe76fa616a3

All I am saying is that if you must imagine a god to talk to and to help you feel more secure then why not learn to rely on yourself? You may feel “weak” and unable to traverse through life on your own but that is what you have been told to believe. I promise you can do this all by yourself. You are not a “bad” person if you don’t go to church every Sunday.

 You are only a “bad” person if you hurt others or yourself. That is it. So put your head up and focus on what is REAL in life. Focus on your passions in life, not what others tell you to focus on.


Life and death

On Jan 9th I had a massive asthma attack and ended up in ICU with a tube down my throat in my lungs with a balloon. This is not my first near death experience. Why do I have to have these experiences? To learn about life and let others know about it. I have been enlightened from these experiences so it is my duty to expose these truths to others so they don’t have to go through what I have to learn them. I will just roughly say the basics and I will elaborate later.
1. The mind and thought processes have the power to kill the body and the power to take you from near death to 100% healed and healthy.
2. Religion – when people do not understand something, they make up the answers.
3. Praying is just a way of talking to yourself (your mind). Your mind has the power to create your reality. Your mind can heal you. Your mind has created and made possible everything around you right now.
4. If you cannot act morally or behave like a modern member of society then you should believe there is an invisible man in the clouds that watches your every move and thoughts and you will be punished if you are bad.
5. There is no filtering (good or bad) process after death. People cannot understand not existing anymore.